HOLA!

i went to school today for the first time.
Trust me, it started out really scary.
in the morning, i was almost late cause i couldn't sleep.
i guess i couldn't keep the excitement and anxiety in.
so i woke up at 714 and took my bath [as fast as i could] till 726.
and i was the first to bath out of 4 of us. it sucked a lot to be rushed! i hate it. it wasn't like i took forever.
so then i went to the bus stop, and i was still kinda early. IT WAS SO DAMN COLD!
there was like ice on the floor and it sucked big time.
when i got off the bus, after 15 mins with shivering hands, i went to school trying not to slip and such. so i walked on the grass. till it was on school compound, it wasn't all grass. so i had to walk over pavements. I was like looking down all the time and on the pavements, there was this wet patches that looked like sperms, and i slipped! i was like DAMN! i tore my stockings thanks to the stupid sperm looking things.
i had administrative work done so i get my schedule and stuff.
so i take English, Math, PE, RE and leadership.
HAHA leadership. all because i'm was like a student leader!?
hmmmm...
the vice principal took me around the school and showed me the classes i was in.
so after that, i went to math class.
it was cool. some people were friendly.
the dude was like "i like your shoes"
and that was it. after when i was doing my work, two girls came to me and said hi and stuff.
then after that, this girl Kaitlyn showed me where my other class was. i thought she was kinda scary at first but she's actually nice.
maths was totally easy. IF I HAD MY FOUNDATIONS CORRECT!
i totally wanna be smarter! GRR...
so then after i went to leadership. it was like project based and stuff. people there are nice.
most of them i think. OMG!. i forgot the girl's name that was like in my leadership class and in english. she was like so nice! she like followed me and stuff. and it was cool. i appreciated all the 411 on today. gosh.i cant believe i forgot! i will so apologize to her tomorrow. so anyways, there was this dude who is also in leadership and in english and he couldnt like remember me at all!? like after 40 mins. he went to english and he was like "who is that?" to his friend and i turned around and i realised it was him. The really nice girl [whom i forgot the name] said. she's in leadership class too! you already met her. and he was all shy and stuff. and it was like so funny.
english was so so so so noisy and people are just really slacked.there was this dude, who can't spell some easy word like "detach" and he thought Singapore was a state in America? like PSHHH. thats hilarious! at least they didn't think it was some sort of sausage . i'm still thinking if its good for me.
There are quite a handfull who are hot:] but like i seriously focus more on trying to catch up so i don't look so dumb. [i know, so unlike me right?] everyone in sec 2 class last year knew me so much of staring at caucasian guys and going over and over about it.
hahah but whatever. so i had Gym after that and that was the most awkward class ever. like i feel. It was just awkward being there. not many there were friendly. but i waited till it was over so i could go home. on my way to the bus stop,i wanted to like cross the road AFTER the particular car goes by. But like the dude stopped for me and he was kinda cute. whatever. so i crossed the road and i saw Kaitlyn. i didn't think she would walk up to me. but she did. she was really nice :]
she wanted to get something to eat so we went to the collicut center where she works and grabbed a bite and headed back to the bus stop to wait for the bus in the cold wind and glaring sun. seriously, the bus here takes every 35 mins to come by and there are absolutely no bus stops. like ?!?!@!!@! right? so after the bus came, we boarded and i rode till i had to get off. and i actually got off the wrong bus stop -_- i was one bus stop early so i had to walk!
and all i had today was half a glass of milk. 3 sips of juice and lots and lots of cold air in my lungs!
speak of dieting. i want this to work. but i'm so not feeling too well.
like i'm dizzy but whatever.
thats my day.
and my cousin is still killing me. i hope she doesnt find me when she goes to my school.
i make sure i'll avoid her.
she sings like as if i wanna hear her sing.
blah blah blah.
i don't need to be insecure just cause i'm fatter,uglier,less talented and less "demure" than her.
geeez. i'll step all over her so much. i hate herrrrrr.
plus she like talks in English at home!?
with the accent!?
like wtf!?
they can speak tagalog perfectly fine and they choose to show off their accent for?
BITCH MUCH!?