Why is it everytime i wanna blog, i forget what i wanna say!?
it's so annoying!

i'll just rant.
hmmmm

i know its a little hypocritical when i say people get a little too desperate when it comes to going attached. But seriously, watching my mistakes being done repeated over and over again,it annoys me to the core!

As of now,
i will say it once and for all.
If you repeat the mistake again, you're a stubborn jackass and i will not hesitate to say "i told you so moron!"
and if i do the same, i will slap myself!

so lets begin.

annoying scenerio #1

"He's so annoying! He keeps saying he loves me but he doesnt seem to show it!"

if he's so annoying! then tell him to FXCK off. he's being a jackass and he deserves to drown in his salty pool of tears!

annoying scenerio #2
"i'm so alone. i need a bf/gf desperately"

geez! seriously, you are better of alone then hitting it with a person you just met 3 seconds ago. Come on, you'll be running back to the person you tole this to after it didnt work out. do you know how annoying it is to make you people stop crying or lie to you just to make you feel better.

the main deal is.
STOP BEING SO DESPERATE!
even i cant believe i did this in the past.
i make myself a better person by learning from stupid mistakes. (:

if you need all the love you need. go on dates. it makes you happy just that little while without the other hassle.
make a rule. that way you stop yourself from being dumbass by getting too intact with assholes (:

Dont listen to me. i'm just being bored and plainly out of entertainment purposes only.

geee. i'm going back to edmonton tomorrow. i honestly dont like going to that kind of home parties. no one is ever my age. its either they are too old. or too young.
the last timei went there, i got sat by 10 year old girls calling me santi!
annoying piss offs.
i feel like rolling her on a big tortilla roll and aluminium foil.
i have no patience for such childish fun.
its so annoying.
i only make jokes with people my age and up.
or maybe with my brother too. but whatever. its different.

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I have a portfolio to do that i havent even started. great or what aye?

speaking of aye. i come to think that i'm losing my singaporean accent. i know i can still type with all the SIOLXXZZ or veh nice sia or damn stupid canxxzzz but i cant seem to find myself comfortable talking like that anymore.
i'm sorry Lynette. that's my only excuse for not talking on the mic when we webcam.
i feel so embarrassed to talk to you like that.